Did I have to re-make decision??

Emm... Actually since 09 January 2010, I not very happy until now... Just still very bad mood and stressful.. Many things was happen... Have good and bad.. Have happy have sadness.. OMG... that really make so hard to do any decision... I last Friday (15 January 2010) have too stressful until make decision want resign (Parlimen).. I tell Pn Bibiana about I want to resign by using SMS.. I send to teacher ' TEACHER, IF I DO DECISION WANT TO RESIGN, DID U WILL ACCEPT?' Actually I "bu she de yao resign" but i so hard to do any decision.. At night, I go to Immaculate of Mary Church,Bukit Padang to join a "ceramah", almost 8:30p.m like that, I'm received a message by Pn Bibiana.. She say discuss at school on Monday.. emm.. That night actually i also have tell to Reynold about my things and about I want to resign.. and more... Emm.. That night I'm really have to say THANK YOU to Reynold and someone who are help me ,very understand about me and very important in my life.. MY　ＤＥＡＲＥＳＴ　ＫＡＵＮＳＥＬＯＲ　（***** *** **** ***)... no u two and my dearest friends's support, I'm can't be brave.. This few days, i still think that did i have to re-make decision don't want to resign, continue be Parlimen.. The answer/ decision that i have do now is I WILL CONTINUE BE PARLIMEN.. My Dearest Teachers and friends, THANK YOU FOR YOU ALL SUPPORT.. I WILL BE BRAVE...